Paying for love - Update

Panic! At The Disco - But It's Better When We Do


I spend the last two days thinking a lot about this blog (don't know is that's a good thing or not ). And I decided not to deleted it. I feel like this blog is a part of me, if that doesn't sound too weird. What I mean is that I've been blogging for four years and I think I would just miss something if I would stop and also I don't really want to stop. In fact, I actually want to improve this blog and I think one of the most important things for me to do is letting people know that I'm blogging. I always kept it kind of a secret, never really told the people around me that I'm actually blogging. And I think the whole time I was just afraid that people would make fun of me and the blog and the whole blogging thing. But I know that I have changed over the last year and I'm much more confident, than I was before. And honestly, I'm proud of the followers I have and that I've been blogging for four years, because usually my attention towards things shifts rather easily and I'm not really good at maintaining things on a regular basis.

However I didn't feel good about some old posts and I wasn't exactly sure what to do about them, but this morning I finally decided to delete them. This blog is about my personal style and I should feel comfortable with the posts on it, because it represents me. And over those four years I've changed quite a lot and I think that those posts don't really represent me anymore. So, to make me feel a lot better about the blog, I just thought it would be best to get rid of them.

Anyhow, I decided to pause this blog for sometime. I thought until I'm back home, which means about two weeks maybe longer. I will still post on Instagram, Tumblr and twitter. I will also leave this blog as it is, so in case you want to have a look through old posts, you still can. I just think that I need to work on a new concept for this blog. One I feel comfortable with and don't ask myself the whole time what others would do. It's my blog and I want to do things my way, even though, I might not know what 'my way' is right now. But I hope I will soon.

I'd also would like to use this opportunity to say thank you to everyone reading this blog, follower or not.

(That sounded a bit more dramatic than I intended. I mean I'll be back in a month or two)

Marie x

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